I’m in a funk.
Without whining too much, I will say that I am tired of:
- being tired
- eating like crap
- being 15 pounds heavier than I’d like because of the above
- ditching workouts because it’s hot
- ditching workouts because “I don’t feel like it”
- ditching workouts because I don’t think I have enough time
- constantly getting into work later than 9 a.m.
- having to stay at work late because I got in so late
- being “just a trainee” in a group of otherwise experienced people
I need to make some changes, but I’m fairly deep in the funk and don’t know where to start. But I’ll try to jumpstart things will a swim tonight. No ifs, ands, buts. I’m swimming. If you don’t read about swimming tomorrow…I don’t know. Go throw me in a pool or something.
I did have a very nice weekend in Corpus Christi with Jose and his family. On Saturday we visited the USS Lexington and had a lot of fun despite the heat. (Imagine the sun radiating off the deck of an aircraft carrier. H.O.T.) We also saw Ocean’s 13, which was far more enjoyable than the second movie. Yesterday we’d planned to leave at 1:00 but didn’t get out of town until almost 4:00. To make things more enjoyable, we decided to take the scenic route back to Houston and drove along the coast and through all sorts of picturesque Texas towns. If it hadn’t already been getting late, I would’ve had Jose make plenty of stops along the way for photo-taking. Small towns are neat, and Texas can actually be pretty.
I hear ya on the motivation thing. I’ve been having the same issue. But, I think I am back on the right track!