it’s a fact of life that people act and feel irrationally sometimes. we feel unloved when we’re not, we feel lonely when we shouldn’t, we get jealous when there’s no reason to be, we worry when there is nothing to worry about, or when things beyond our control anyway. i accepted these truths a long time ago, and recently i like to think that i’ve even gotten good at recognizing when i’m being dumb. and at the least, i figured, the issues i think about change with time…or so i thought.
i mean, isn’t there a point where we should be able to stop worrying about things from the past? a point where if i recognize that i’m being dumb, i can stop thinking that way in the first place? i’m tired of the same issues from the past 8 years of my life coming back to haunt me. i’ve rehashed them so many times that i feel like i should be able to beat my own brain by now, but i never do.
well some things in this world you just can’t change, some things you can’t see until it gets too late… on another note, related only if you really stretch, i’ve decided i’m not a fan of being couple-ish.
we’re going to the rodeo tonight to see tim mcgraw. i’m looking forward to it, but i’m also really tired.
