good morning.
the good news is that i definitely took full advantage of my paid government holiday yesterday, seeing as how i didn’t wake up until about 11:30, and i stayed in pajamas all day. yes, my pajamas. i never put on normal clothes, because i never left the apartment. when i took a shower, i got out and just put on another pair of pajamas.
in other news, i yet again went in search of someone to say “it’s ok” after doing something that made me worry what people might think of me. i don’t know why i’m always looking for outside approval. how weak of me. the only thing that really matters is what i think.
and so that’s that. having yesterday off has already completely screwed up my sense of timing for this week, so i’ve given up on any hope of remembering what day it is. (note to me: repeat to self “it’s tuesday…tuesday….”)
so it’s a california world series. i have to admit, i only watched about 5 minutes of the two league series because i was so disheartened after the braves lost. and during the 5 minutes i did watch they kept on showing these fantastic shots of the golden gate bridge with the fog rolling in, and it only made me miss california. {sigh} anyway, i guess i’m happy for the angels and giants. between the two, i’ll root for the giants. they’re more “my team” than the angels. though the hilarious rally monkey is a strong argument for the angels…
anyway. yes. jumbled journal entry today.