so far today: unshowered, incredibly sleepy, sore, slight headache, in fear of the pile of papers on the corner of my desk. hmm. feeling quite aimless. and hungry.
(pause to call nick to see if he wants to go to lunch. he doesn’t. however, on another note, he does have a massive crush on someone. roll my eyes. and he talked to christina last night. feel slightly jilted, then roll my eyes again. ugh. i have issues. i am stupid.)
in search of a new song, any song, as long as it’s good. still have to do the dumb stanjan propulsion problem. don’t understand why we have to do a homework problem that requires us only to figure out how to run some dos executable that will give us the exit velocity of some engine. remind myself that this is the very last thing to do for propulsion, so it can’t be all that bad. sunny outside.
(pause to check the weather channel page. decide it’s stupid to check a webpage when i can just go outside. go outside in my pajamas. come back in. return to computer.)
yup, it’s cold. well, chilly anyway. about to put on some clothes and head to breakers where i will watch nick fix me a sandwich, feel bad that he is being so nice and making me sandwiches, but not make a move to do it myself. oh well. feeling very apathetic today. wanting to talk to someone cheerful and without complication. 🙂