I’M TIRED OF SCHOOL!
This week, I am motivated by one thing: fear of failing. I will study my butt off because I don’t want to get bad grades. It is very intimidating to see all these people around me who are motivated by the desire for actual understanding of the material. I was like that at the beginning of the quarter; now I just think “whatever it takes to be done and go home.” Break is less than a week away. So close I can almost taste the tequila shots that Chris and Chrissy will be doing for their birthday party next Saturday night.
I went to Blue Mountain today to send Chris an ecard for his birthday (since it is actually today…the party’s just not till next Saturday after finals, and fortunately, after I get back in town), and I was very disappointed to find that Blue Mountain is no longer free. Now you can’t send ecards unless you pay a yearly fee! Grrr. I will have to find a new place to send random ecards.
Well. Off to the A/A library to finish up this CFD project with Georg. I’m hoping hoping hoping it can be done by 6:00 so that I have all night to study controls. Wish me luck.
STRESSSSSSSSSSS…is bad. I don’t like it. Five days.